Disbarred Xsquire

The Law. The Lies. The Deceit. The Bullshit Called a Justice System.

Most people spend their lives playing by a set of rules they don’t even understand. I spent mine mastering those rules, then breaking them until the whole goddamn system broke me back. I went from the top of the legal food chain—raking in six-figure salaries, fat bonuses and commanding courtrooms—to a cold cell, stripped of my license, my reputation, and my dignity. If you’re looking for a sanitized "redemption story" with a bow on top, get the fuck out of here. This isn’t a Hallmark card; it’s a post-mortem of a life that imploded at 100 miles per hour.

This show is the unfiltered deconstruction of what it actually looks like to transition from counselor to convict. We’re diving into the dark corners of the legal machine that most "respectable" lawyers are too terrified to talk about. We’re talking about the ego that drives a man to forge identities, the desperation of the hustle, the desire to push the limits and the absolute mind-fuck of waking up one day as a ward of the federal government. I’m pulling back the curtain on the scams, the scandals, and the systemic bullshit that keeps the wheels of the "justice" system turning while grinding people into dust.

But we aren't just wallowing in the wreckage. This podcast is for the disruptors, the outcasts, the convicts, the grinders, the skeptics, the wonderer’s and anyone who’s ever had to burn their life to the ground and build something new from the ash. It’s about the brutal discipline it takes to survive the yard and the obsessive precision required to launch premier businesses while the world is waiting for you to fail. We bridge the gap between street-level survival and high-end management because, frankly, if you can navigate a federal indictment, you can navigate anything.

Expect zero apologies and even less filtered bullshit. We’re going to talk to the people who have been through the fire—from the brilliant legal minds still in the game to the "convicts" who have more integrity than the judges who sentenced them. Whether we’re talking about the art of the grift, the reality of life behind bars, or the savage drive it takes to reclaim your freedom, we’re doing it with our chests out. This is the show for those who know that the only thing more dangerous than a man with everything to lose is a man who has already lost it all.

Richard Crosby, also known as The Xsquire, host of the Disbarred Esquire podcast.